and still i feel like silence is meaning so much more
to tell you what’s unspoken but remains inside.
i feel so quiet. i will rise.” —demians
If I could find you,
and tell you about my life
or maybe just write
and remind you of when we would dream
of where we would be when the future comes
and how you would paint while i wrote my songs.
and lurking 4chan.
study for quiz.
my friend says he wants to die.
he’s in a band
they sound like pearl jam.
the clothes are all black
the music is crap.